“She’ll get over it it’s nothing” everyone said but no one truly knew what went on in her head.

She slices herself daily leaving her skin looking scaly

 From the pain she hides within her mind she fakes a smile everyone’s too blind to notice she’s not okay she just wants to get away.

Not sure where not sure how anywhere but here will do for now. For now or for ever it doesn’t matter which no one would notice no one would care - despair - it’s all she’s left with it’s all because of you. nothing is going right she’s better off if she’s not around she’s better off out of sight that way she’d be forgotten and would no longer have to hide the pain inside her mind.

She sat in her room all alone that night with all the pills in front of her hoping that she might just disappear for real and never come back. she started having second thoughts wondering if should because there’s no rewinding the tape once she’s gone she’s gone for good. “I’m scared, I’m alone” she let out a yelp although no one can hear her faint cries for help.

Tears are filling up her eyes as she writes her final goodbyes. She can barely see what she wrote. ‘Sorry’ is the only word she could make out in the note. She then took out her blade to slice her wrists once more ‘stupid dumb failure whore’ she carved then slowly shut the door. A river of red dribbled down her arm she knew that after all of this she could no longer do any harm to herself or others or anyone at all she’s feeling even weaker so now she has to crawl to the other side of the room where laid out on her bed were all the pills she planned to take to rest her worn out head. One by one she swallowed them until they were eventually gone her eyes are gently closing now she hopes this won’t go wrong. All she wants is peace now for her mind to be put at rest living in another life is where she’ll be at her best. “Turn the bloody music down” her Father shouts up the stairs completely unaware that his beloved daughter is no longer there. Her bedroom door swung open as her Father went to tell her off but instead he fell to the ground in a state of shock. The first thing that he saw was his daughter lying there still on the floor in a pool of her own blood. He shook her and shook her but she never opened her eyes this was when her Father began to cry. He regretted what he had said to her earlier in the day “I hate you so much sometimes, why don’t you just go away?”.

She showed no signs of life and her blood was completely drained; maybe if he was nicer to her his daughter would have stayed maybe if he thought before he spoke she’d still be here today.

The ambulance arrived soon and they started to take her pulse. No signs of life were there so they started to give up her Father could not bear what was coming next everything that had happened already seemed far too complex “she seemed far too happy though” he began to weep and the birds cheeps began to fade. Even the doctors heart was racing now he knew what he had to do he wrapped his arm around the Father who’s heart had broke in two. It’s his fault she died that night he shouldn’t have been so heartless and so cruel, “I’m sorry sir, your daughters gone” the doctor finally said and once again the girl was right no one cares until you’re dead.

By Anonymous.